If you read my blog regularly, you know that I struggle with depression and the last couple of months have been rough in that area. Add to that an injury that keeps me from running much and a winter that won’t end and let’s just say some days it is a miracle that I even get out of bed. The idea of conquering anything these days is daunting at best, and I find myself looking for ways to push through. That takes many forms but here are some of the things that are getting me through these days.
- As I took my medicine out of my daily pill container today, I noticed that tomorrow is Thursday which is the last day of the work week for me this week.
- My birthday was Sunday and here are some of the amazing things that made me happy:
My daughter, Anne, got her round-off back handspring that she had been working so hard to get;
My friend, Kim, had me over and made me Rum Chata cupcakes;
My friend, Crystal, made me my dream cake for my birthday;
My friend, Brittney, kidnapped my kids, took them for a photo shoot, and showed up at my house with a little mini-album of pictures of my super-adorable kids;
My husband, Mike, spent the day with me on Friday, took me to lunch at The Cheesecake Factory, allowed me to wander through Whole Foods and Trader Joe’s to my heart’s content, and even hung out in True Runner with me as I tried some new running shoes out;
I got hugs from some of my favorite church kiddos on Sunday;
We got almost a foot of snow on my birthday, which does not make me happy, but it did make my kids happy, so that makes me happy.
- I finished another crochet project to give to a very special person who is going through a rough time right now.
- I started another crochet project that I am excited about.
- I have a knit project in the wings – just have to go pick out some yarn – to give to the winner of last week’s giveaway.
- I get to celebrate a special birthday with some good friends on Friday.
- The sun is shining through my window.
- And there are always the snuggles from kiddies and kitties that make me smile and feel comforted.
I’m sure there are more things, but this is just a smattering of the pieces of my life that keep me going despite the fact that I would much rather curl up on my couch all day every day right now.
If you find yourself struggling in any way, I encourage you to look for the little things that bring you joy and focus on them. It does make a difference.